I took a trip to Georgia this weekend to visit family and every time I visit I come back home feeling some type of way. I have this "something" inside of me that is not fulfilled. My life is very chaotic, I have two degrees and I am working on a third, yet my job doesn't pay me my worth. I am not happy with my job but I am thankful I HAVE a job. I struggle daily with which direction my life should go in. It is time for me to make some serious changes but I sometimes feel as if I've isolated myself from people because it's the only way I deal with emotions. I wonder if I should move to Georgia but the majority of my family is here in AL. I'm afraid of the unknown but I feel like I would have more opportunities in GA. I guess I am just lost. However, as I was riding to GA with my children I felt a sense of calm come over me on the drive. On the way back it was a sense of dread which is so crazy. My reflection was where my life was was and where I wanted to it to be. I have so much potential but I think I need help..push..or someone in my corner saying GO FOR IT!!!! I don't have that. However, I am a patient person. As I wait to be shown the sign I look at my two beautiful boys and they are the reason I decided to go back to school. I will NOT give up. I will NOT give up. They are my drive. They are my motivation. What is your motivation?
Ash
Hello Ashley,
ReplyDeleteSometimes we already know what to do! I think you just need to take that risk, which it can be good or bad. I feel like that every day that I'm not living to my true potential too, because I got a feeling there is more to life for me. Sometimes you got to think will it be a better life for your children as well. Just take trips often if you can to Georgia and do some of these relaxation exercise when you there such as prayer, go have fun with your children, and just take a risks. Keep up the good work on your blog!
Ash, great post. I have learned that when we learn to be thankful for what we have, more positive things come our way. We all need to learn to see the positive things of all bad things that come our way. Not many of us are happy with our jobs, but we should know that this is what gives us money to meet our needs.
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